Ahh my mama..it’s the day before your birthday. Our second one without you. And I’m ok. By ok I mean I feel sick to the stomach whenever my brain tries to acknowledge that I’ll NEVER see you again. I mean…infinity is long right. By ok I mean I was watching a tv show on Friday … More My mama’s 2nd bday
…No shit, I had the best dream of my goddamn life last night. No doubt it has been a rough year in the Regan household culminating in us all (but especially Aisling and Philip) spending yet another January watching someone we love suffer. It’s been a tough year and at times no doubt we have … More I Had a Dream…
Here’s the thing…I don’t fucking care. This death thing really is just as bad as you think it is. No my loss is not bigger than yours. No it isn’t a tragedy the like of which will make history books unfortunately But this SUCKS. Yes I still talk about my mam every damn day. Yes … More Do I make you uncomfortable?
I gotta get some stuff outta my head sorry. Please don’t read if you’re easily upset I keep looking for you and you’re not there. It hurts. I call you and you’re not answering and it hurts. I need advice and you’re not giving it and it hurts. It doesn’t hurt in a minor way. … More The Purge
My godchild, my Tatie…I’ll never forget the day you were born..I mean not specifically you being born or meeting you but having to get outta bed with a hangover and go into the hospital plus I remember getting lost with Asho on the way home from the hospital and ending up in Malahide, all in … More Ode to my Godchild
Is caring so for your b’day I wanna share this. Once only though so pay attention! I love you and thank you. Thanks for sharing the bathroom, toiletries and makeup throughout the years (even the toilet seat that time when we were kids and wanted to see if we’d both fit ha ha. Yes people … More My Asho..sharing
On this first mother’s day without you I need to share this with you and I’m fairly certain I scared you enough that you’re still reading my blog sooo I’m sharing here. Sometimes when you slept on my couch and you did your weird lil snores I pushed Dooks at you until he woke you … More The 1st..